Thursday, June 4, 2020
No One Else at All in Your Life?
She may be the best at least so far, but there are lots of people like her you didn't make famous. You just wanted to be able to mess with my relationship.
In Your Subconscious - Counting Sheep
People are making sure I don't get too famous but that the older lady I like does.
Generations
I'm not really involved in the scene of people acting out generational prejudices and carrying it out. I am interested in generation studies, though.
Distracting Types of Things
So, are people excited they might make me lose attention from an older lady I like?
Racism Is Flawed
People are just crazy their life was not perfectly set up and take it out on nice, good people if they have a weakness like a racial "minority" to whites or something mixed.
Drums
It must be hard to work in a factory like it is hard for a musician to play the drums if they are a non-drummer. I did piano and xylophone ... and organ.
Wednesday, June 3, 2020
Growing up Playing Music
Are people more mature who start violin a little younger or a little older?
"Me First!"
People think that people with heritage from northern US ... like southern US and Europe know what's next because they're watching.
For example, we might glow more when we're older ... or what we will think of what's in fashion ... things we will change.
So, they say that they thought it first and we're the ones copying them.
Do I come up?
Hihglight for spoilers.
"The Bubble Scene"
Perversion
Why are people trying to see what Generation X does in perverted ways to make them feel like they can never achieve in life, like emotionally etc. etc. etc.
Why listen?
People start off telling you what to do and in the end the person who didn't do it wins and is seen as better.
Depreciation
So, I saw Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory (1971) was popular on Netflix and turned it on.
Unfair
The older lady I like was presented as being unable to be nice to me about being famous because someone stopped her when I thought about it in my room.
She also pops up at some times if she supposedly agrees I don't deserve something.
However, people do these things for her and encourage her more and more. She gave the message that though my life was ruined for her that she is my relationship, but here it looks like it's at risk. Still, people want to cover the rest of her life and me always suffer.
Me? Me? Me!
Overall, was it beneficial for me in the end that this older lady I like get my fame instead of before how I still had a good reputation and was in good standing with her?
Feeling Loved by Older People
You shouldn't make fun of the older lady I like, as everyone has the same issues.
Well!
I don't see real people and have no friends, I can't connect now. (Yes, I see real people, but poetically not how it felt before. I remember when it was cut off.)
I'm in trouble with her for strange reasons, too, if you think about it truthfully.
I think she just has issues. Everyone is looking out for her. I wonder if that feels good or is seriously annoying the way it is.
The present, timewise, does not matter for me, neither, but has to be in place for her. It feels like I'm wasting a lot of time, with how people are with me and I'm in Orlando.
Why anyone complain who knows her already?
So, why would people who really see the older lady I like complain? Is she also holding out on them? like with me.
"Learning Right From Wrong"
People think to do the right thing they just need to do something abusive using the older lady I like, like they won't do it without her.
"What You Don't Know Won't Hurt You"
It might not be bad all this hectic activity for the older lady I like, but it's funny how it's not hurting anyone. I'm asking because it hurt me.
Tuesday, June 2, 2020
Insinuations
What do some things mean when they are said and don't connect with anything being discussed?
Why Whine?
Why should I be whining to have some of what an older lady I like has and not others me if they took from me?
Something going on here?
Why would you say I look like one of my dad's sisters and the other sister doesn't?
Me!
Why would people say I'm pretty but then say out of nowhere my aunt is sexier but she's also older? Why didn't anyone else come up? It seems like she always gets what she wants and others don't, like to feel popular and pretty, to others.
I am not some bad person who you should torment saying you like my aunt better because she's sexier but older anyway.
"Pissed Off"
Late Boomers ^study^ all the stimulating things.
You know, the things Generation X feels ditzy about and affected by?... something that makes Late Boomers go, "Surrender!"
You wonder what's going on maybe also in the subconscious floating above our heads at the end of the day.
I just sorta concocted some of this, but it seems it could be true.
A Peculiar Prejudice
People are mad if I don't want to get close to them in some way but not others. I feel like I'm a murder victim and they are in prison.
Geenration X and Their Kids
Why is it all about kids with their Generation X parents whining about if everything is okay and asking how to do everything, regarding feelings and "what's important?"
Why can't Late Boomers just accept me and my interests?
Problems Galore
The older lady I like was deliberately made to be inappropriately stimulated a lot, though people on her side claim it was an accident or something that happened or could happen anyway. We can find out how we got all our problems if we had any and sorta prevent this from happening again.
"You follow, I'll lead."
Baby Boomers want Generation X to lead in ways they themselves don't even know how.
Musicians - Unfair Life?
Did musicians want an easier life in competition, even if they were trained well where they were from compared to others who are interested?
Could that be labeled "danger" to them? We don't get to hear about it or find out easily.
Singing?
Why do people think it's better not to sing? Do they still get the benefits anyone would get as a person? I don't think everyone necessarily will injure themselves to sing but not make a career out of it-
"Taking It Back" - America
My mom likes my dad, I think, though I bet she liked America because she thought they were different from racist people from Europe and maybe they "had something" and so she was agreeable to them. America just changed.
"Life Goes On"
It's the job of the people monitoring me in private to make sure I don't feel good and don't feel and begin to think less good.
They have it as a toss-up saying people are out to get me for no reason and so make sure they are convincing enough that they took care of the matter or something.
Monday, June 1, 2020
Message Board Post by Me
It's one of the reasons I don't always care to be friendly to other races, ever since I found out things like this of other stereotypes and ethnicities of people. I don't have to care about people's addiction to their dark features if they just think I'm trash. It's a difference in how I am as a person, now. It usually seems like an issue with predominantly tan races and ethnicities. So, if you did it, I don't care and don't know why it's like I do to them. I know you like those other White people different from and better than me. This is my life, I'm not doing anything to you, wrong. You probably think this is a big deal, a big part of my life, and a big statement. It's not.
Baby Boomers
You have a whole generation of kids, Generation X, whose parents never feel mature enough to love their offspring generation.
People didn't say we didn't matter for the general reason they believe in but because of me, so I don't feel good and it's like it's a real excuse. However, they're tryingt to still lead my life.
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