Keeps Going

Have I grown attached or am I in a bad situation?

"Odd"

Why would anyone think they seriously have something over me?  I'm just a normal personality.

"Odd"

I've been watching this and the people onstage, the orchestra and the American girl singer with brown hair, all seem beside themselves.  I just read they synopsis and found that the part the American girl singer with brown hair is playing is the male main lover, probably main lover, but anyway a male lover.

Tonight

I'm making chicken and rice.

I was gonna make the apple dumplings, but all the big bowls were dirty so am washing them now.

No More

Well, I decided to stop going to school online for music and just teach myself and if I have to move out move to a group home since I can take pills for a mental disorder I don't have though I didn't want to.

Otherwise "Greatness" in America?

I've been watching this, and this girl with the brown hair seems to have a very soft voice, as do in a way other great singers from America I heard.  The girl I am talking about here is also from America but moved to Berlin, the capital of Germany.  She is singing with a German orchestra.  The other girl is Korean and moved to Berlin.

Update

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Quotes by Me

It's good to feel a little silly sometimes so that you don't crash and burn feeling too silly all at once in the end at some point.

Always by the Spotlight

What do you think of people who just want to have a say in others's lives and then take away the spotlight at a bad time from others and then put it on them?  Know what I'm saying?

Europe vs. the US - Why change?

If Europe is cleaner culturally etc. etc. etc., why would America try to make them like themselves, when we are more interested in immersing in their culture, like when we get excited about possibly learning a new language?

It seems like the way Generation X had babies and never grew up first.  Their children acquire their ways rather than their own.  It's like there are no more "real children."  "It's not funny."  I am not going to join you, in this mistake.

Cultural Hoarding and Distribution

People are possessive over people of their culture, even if sometimes it's lacking.  I know people from New Orleans are like this.  You can never quite fit in, from the people from the top to the bottom of their social ladder.  I left, and it's of little consequence.