Sunday, May 31, 2020

"Where is thumbkin?"

Did you ever compare a violinist's thumb to a pianist's thumb?

Worried?

Do you think people like Ellen DeGeneres born in the end of the 1950s are always worried their mom will be upset if they're not stimulated?  Not true, they're worried they won't be more stimulated.

I'm not saying this is always like this exactly 100%, though.

Racial Preferences

It's funny how racial preference goes by color as far as who wants to push away other races and affect their lives socially.  You could just politely leave them alone.  Don't make a pandemic of it.

Update

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"Don't get sad, get even." - a parody of the quote "Don't get mad, get even."

A "Knockout"

I guess sometimes people in general like to knock out great accomplishments in feeling different emotions, whatever suits the occasion.

If...

If none of this was really okay, why is it okay for an older lady I like?

Trying to Feel

Sometimes, they are mean to me when I'm sad, and then I don't feel anything ... people in New Orleans cut themselves or maybe attempt suicide because they "want to feel something."  I heard this more than once, I think, and it was somewhat evident.

I'm on psychotic pills I don't need that make me tired, but also I feel less.  My psychiatrist said something funny, like, "I don't want you to feel so much now."  Because I still live with my dad, I have to take the psychotic pills, according to him.  I just got upset once and kept being irritated, threw some things.  I went back when I called the police waiting at my therapist's.  I was there for a month each time, terrible conditions.  It changed the health of my fingernails.  A lotta *sad* black ladies in charge.

Funny

Either way, something is wrong, that I have social needs or that I just get thrown out there as shit all alone.

Late Boomers

Do you want to be seen with Late Boomers acting like it's all about them getting all the pleasure and no one else?

My Spiel About Non-Family

Why be eager to get close to older people and not younger people get a chance too in their world?

Interest

It's not that I had no interest.

Being Okay Looking

Can you be attractive without a certain stereotype?

Why?

Why am I special to track?

Query

So, anyone I like will be taken away?

Cute

It's so cute when people treat the older lady I like.