Well!

I don't see real people and have no friends, I can't connect now.  (Yes, I see real people, but poetically not how it felt before.  I remember when it was cut off.)

I'm in trouble with her for strange reasons, too, if you think about it truthfully.

I think she just has issues.  Everyone is looking out for her.  I wonder if that feels good or is seriously annoying the way it is.

The present, timewise, does not matter for me, neither, but has to be in place for her.  It feels like I'm wasting a lot of time, with how people are with me and I'm in Orlando.