Tuesday, June 2, 2020

Insinuations

What do some things mean when they are said and don't connect with anything being discussed?

Good?

So, you realize an older lady I like is good, so good?

Why Whine?

Why should I be whining to have some of what an older lady I like has and not others me if they took from me?

Something going on here?

Why would you say I look like one of my dad's sisters and the other sister doesn't?

Me!

Why would people say I'm pretty but then say out of nowhere my aunt is sexier but she's also older?  Why didn't anyone else come up?  It seems like she always gets what she wants and others don't, like to feel popular and pretty, to others.

I am not some bad person who you should torment saying you like my aunt better because she's sexier but older anyway.

Stopping

Why does the fun keep stopping?

"Something Shiny"

Do you get excited when someone is in trouble? for a reason or no reason.

Whooo... will it be

I wonder who will get it better than a Late Boomer or Generation YZ.

Excuses

What's everyone waiting for?

"Good Question"

Does anything stimulate you?

"Pissed Off"

Late Boomers ^study^ all the stimulating things.

You know, the things Generation X feels ditzy about and affected by?... something that makes Late Boomers go, "Surrender!"

You wonder what's going on maybe also in the subconscious floating above our heads at the end of the day.

I just sorta concocted some of this, but it seems it could be true.

A Peculiar Prejudice

People are mad if I don't want to get close to them in some way but not others.  I feel like I'm a murder victim and they are in prison.

"What's Important"

I feel distance from the years.

People aren't cooperating.

"Special"

Generatioin YZ are younger.  They are also special, though.

Geenration X and Their Kids

Why is it all about kids with their Generation X parents whining about if everything is okay and asking how to do everything, regarding feelings and "what's important?"

Why can't Late Boomers just accept me and my interests?

People...

People swear I did this to myself.

Problems Galore

The older lady I like was deliberately made to be inappropriately stimulated a lot, though people on her side claim it was an accident or something that happened or could happen anyway.  We can find out how we got all our problems if we had any and sorta prevent this from happening again.

Yea..

There are things others have in their life that I would be jealous of, but I'm older.

Question

Is it really necessary to torment me with my relatives who never talk to me?  I didn't say they had to stay away from my relationships, but something "is up to no good."

My Cousin

What does my aunt think of her daughter?  She certainly is a big deal.

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things like Bambi and The Lion King losing a parent

2 Things Americans/People Hate

bittersweetness & shyness

"You follow, I'll lead."

Baby Boomers want Generation X to lead in ways they themselves don't even know how.

Nostalgia

Are the older people you know nostalgic?

"I see."

Like it or not, I've been stifled, and there's no guarantee for the future.

"A Challenge"

So, can everyone get simulated, how they want?

Not Alone

My relatives suppressed me but didn't let me go.

Musicians - Unfair Life?

Did musicians want an easier life in competition, even if they were trained well where they were from compared to others who are interested?

Could that be labeled "danger" to them?  We don't get to hear about it or find out easily.

"Sacrificial Lambs"

People sacrifice a lot for Hollywood but also other things.

Behavior

What do you have about my behavior?

I had perfect behavior in school.

You're just wasting time, if you are wondering about technical things like that.

I kinda made it in the home, too.

Acceptance

I completely understand if other people are accepted by others, but why am I not?

Singing?

Why do people think it's better not to sing?  Do they still get the benefits anyone would get as a person?  I don't think everyone necessarily will injure themselves to sing but not make a career out of it-

Delirious

America as a whole is delirious.

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My mom is Asian.

"Taking It Back" - America

My mom likes my dad, I think, though I bet she liked America because she thought they were different from racist people from Europe and maybe they "had something" and so she was agreeable to them.  America just changed.

"Life Goes On"

It's the job of the people monitoring me in private to make sure I don't feel good and don't feel and begin to think less good.

They have it as a toss-up saying people are out to get me for no reason and so make sure they are convincing enough that they took care of the matter or something.