Wednesday, June 3, 2020

Hello?

It's sick when adult Americans promote younger European females.

Growing up Playing Music

Are people more mature who start violin a little younger or a little older?

"Me First!"

People think that people with heritage from northern US ... like southern US and Europe know what's next because they're watching.

For example, we might glow more when we're older ... or what we will think of what's in fashion ... things we will change.

So, they say that they thought it first and we're the ones copying them.

Weirdos

People are afraid of criticism from others but even if I am nice are mean to me.

Religion

Why is life about talking about what's right and wrong?

Do I come up?

Hihglight for spoilers.

"The Bubble Scene"

I'm watching Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory (1971.)  Do I for some odd reason come up big here, and it's like I don't matter but it does matter?

Why?

Why is it like I am trapped by my dad saying I should not have things I want?  People are afraid to be nice to me because of him.

Perversion

Why are people trying to see what Generation X does in perverted ways to make them feel like they can never achieve in life, like emotionally etc. etc. etc.

"Contest Rigged?"

Why do people encourage Late Boomers to feel more "sex" than others can?

Why listen?

People start off telling you what to do and in the end the person who didn't do it wins and is seen as better.

Yet..

People just care that I suffer.

So..

No one cares.

Battling

People keep trying to convince me I shouldn't have a relationship with an older lady I like because I'm not good enough.

Depreciation

So, I saw Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory (1971) was popular on Netflix and turned it on.

Unfair

The older lady I like was presented as being unable to be nice to me about being famous because someone stopped her when I thought about it in my room.

She also pops up at some times if she supposedly agrees I don't deserve something.


However, people do these things for her and encourage her more and more.   She gave the message that though my life was ruined for her that she is my relationship, but here it looks like it's at risk.  Still, people want to cover the rest of her life and me always suffer.

Me? Me? Me!

Overall, was it beneficial for me in the end that this older lady I like get my fame instead of before how I still had a good reputation and was in good standing with her?

Feeling Loved by Older People

You shouldn't make fun of the older lady I like, as everyone has the same issues.

Well!

I don't see real people and have no friends, I can't connect now.  (Yes, I see real people, but poetically not how it felt before.  I remember when it was cut off.)

I'm in trouble with her for strange reasons, too, if you think about it truthfully.

I think she just has issues.  Everyone is looking out for her.  I wonder if that feels good or is seriously annoying the way it is.

The present, timewise, does not matter for me, neither, but has to be in place for her.  It feels like I'm wasting a lot of time, with how people are with me and I'm in Orlando.

Why anyone complain who knows her already?

So, why would people who really see the older lady I like complain?  Is she also holding out on them? like with me.

2 Answers

Supposedly someone exploited the older lady I like because she follows and exploits me already and the older lady captures attention, but then it's because I'm in trouble "for no good reason."

"Learning Right From Wrong"

People think to do the right thing they just need to do something abusive using the older lady I like, like they won't do it without her.

...or...

...or was my hope simply cut off "for the time being?"

"What You Don't Know Won't Hurt You"

It might not be bad all this hectic activity for the older lady I like, but it's funny how it's not hurting anyone.  I'm asking because it hurt me.

"Where did everybody run off to?"

Early Boomers aren't really fun with us Generation X anymore.