Unfair

The older lady I like was presented as being unable to be nice to me about being famous because someone stopped her when I thought about it in my room.

She also pops up at some times if she supposedly agrees I don't deserve something.

However, people do these things for her and encourage her more and more.   She gave the message that though my life was ruined for her that she is my relationship, but here it looks like it's at risk.  Still, people want to cover the rest of her life and me always suffer.